Justin Abainza — The Wisdom I Gained

I started here as a reluctant volunteer this past summer. I admit that my first time working here surprised me because of the hectic schedule, but every muscle ache was worth it after the 5-day Bodhi Star Summer Camp. Who wouldn’t be inspired when you see fellow volunteers working tirelessly, uncomplaining, but still grateful for their chance to serve? It was also my first time to hear lessons from a Buddhist monastery, so together with the children I listened to every lesson taught, and the wisdom I gained was enough to last a lifetime.

The nuns of Ocean Sky are the epitome of their teachings. They are the reason why I keep coming back here. Every second that I observe and work with them is a moment of learning. They offer a wealth of knowledge, asking for nothing in return. It’s like having an Olympic gold medalist as your personal trainer, or your grandparent opening your eyes to the joys of living.

I was tasked to teach Wushu to the kids that summer camp. From then on, everyone has been fondly calling me a Wushu Master, even if I am still just memorizing San Lu (a basic form), when at this age, I should be doing Chang Quan (a more advanced form). The amount of recognition I have experienced here is truly heartwarming. Everyone’s help and talent is very much appreciated here, no matter how small one contributes. Plus the food is endless.

I will gladly take the Five Precepts formally as soon as the opportunity arises. Not because of the food, not because of the recognition, not because of the exotic cultural experience, but because for once in my life, my purpose has become clear, my values have been confirmed, and my beliefs have been rectified. I could not have come to Ocean Sky Chan Monastery at a better time. Buddha has shown me the vast and true nature of things and I will continue to learn what I can while I can.